Rachel’s Testimony: From Darkness to God’s Presence and Purpose

Overwhelmed by the Presence of God

Dear Pastor Nate,

Right now, I feel completely overwhelmed—in the best way. As I sit in a conference room at work, waiting for my next meeting, I cannot stop the tears.

Earlier today, during the Zoom group with Deliverance Revolution Ministries, I experienced the presence of the Lord in a way I never have before. Even now, I still feel Him so strongly.

Honestly, nothing else matters in this moment except being in His presence.

A Life Transforming in Real Time

Something incredible is happening in my life. In fact, I can see it transforming right before my eyes.

Because of what God is doing, my priorities are shifting. Although I still value my job, it feels small compared to the deep desire I now have to be with Him.

As a result, a new calling has begun to rise in my heart. I want to serve as His voice to the next generation. Specifically, I feel led to become a Full-on-Jesus (FOJ) Youth Pastor.

Facing the Darkness of the Past

However, I need to share something I have never spoken about before.

In the past, I battled deep darkness. During that time, I attempted to take my own life three times. Each moment was filled with overwhelming pain, confusion, and hopelessness—especially while I was on medication that affected my mind.

It is difficult to describe just how heavy that season was.

A Miracle of Healing and Freedom

Yet, everything began to change.

Although doctors told me I would never come off medication, I have now been completely free from it for over a year. In addition, they said I would never be able to hold a job—but today, I am working and moving forward.

Clearly, God had a plan for my life even in my darkest moments.

Because of His faithfulness, I now see that my progress was not accidental—it was intentional.

A Future Fully Committed to Jesus

Now, I am fully committed to serving the Lord for the rest of my life.

I am incredibly grateful that He led me to Deliverance Revolution Ministries. Furthermore, I am excited to see what He will continue to do in the weeks and months ahead.

With love in Jesus,
Joy